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Speaking with Master Thel Tanis 10/31/2021
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 10/31/2021
Astra was silent for a long time. She was still in shock over what had happened. She already know there was no way she was getting out of this. Weather she meant to or not a Jedi Master was dead because of her. " Master, can you call Tesara and Quinn let them know what has happened. The chances of me getting out of here are slim to none. I don't want them to be surprised. And someone will have to teach Roza" she said quietly.
"Quinn's com number is in my comlink" She added as an after thought.
@Durro Thel-Tanis
Durro Thel-Tanis — 10/31/2021
(((I am assuming they are still in the speeder?)))
"I will let everyone know." He says softly. He takes Astra's comm and puts the information into his own. "I'm not sure the signal will get through here, but I'll do my best."
@(Princess) Astra Korraay
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 10/31/2021
" it should master, perhaps try ava as well there my be something she can do to help" Astra sigested.
@Durro Thel-Tanis
Durro Thel-Tanis — 10/31/2021
Durro looks a little surprised.
"You want me to call now?"
He withdraws his commlink and attempts to call Tesara first.
@(Princess) Astra Korraay
@Tesara Anerin
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 10/31/2021
"No I was just pointing out that we are able to make calls" she said shacking her head. " Master I know you are use to Tesara, but I'm not her if I do make it out of this mess alive I need your help there is something secretly wrong, I don't know what it is or how to fix it" she said quietly.
@Durro Thel-Tanis
Durro Thel-Tanis — 10/31/2021
Durro, who had been about to hit 'send' on his call, instead puts the comm away.
He sighs and says;
"I know you're not Tesara. I'm not trying to treat you like her, but you must understand she was my first and only apprentice. How I taught her is how I'm used to teaching."
He centers himself with a deep breath and adds,
"I know there's something wrong. My instincts told me that what happened to you on Lanus had a purpose, likely one that tied into our journey into the Unknown Regions. Now, it's turned deadly and I'd like to understand what's going on. Rest assured, I will do my best to find out."
He does his best at a reassuring smile.
@(Princess) Astra Korraay
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 10/31/2021
"Master I'm afraid, I never meant to hurt him I really thought he was one of those monsters" She said tears streaked her face. " Mater I'm afraid I will hurt someone else thinking there something there not, I do get the feeling that it has something to do with are current path but still, I'm afraid master what I did was not what a Jedi should do I relay thought those younglings were going to die and that I had to act try and by them time, I did not realy thing i would servive the encounter i had hoped you would come help me" she said quietly.
@Durro Thel-Tanis
Durro Thel-Tanis — 10/31/2021
Durro closes his eyes and takes in the fear, confusion, and uncertainty through the Force, attempting to dispel them with a sense of calm, serenity, and peace. Having centered himself at least (and hoping to have helped Astra), he says softly
"I know you're afraid. There's no nice way of saying it, but you will be imprisoned while the ORA investigates. At least there, you shouldn't be able to hurt anyone else. I'll do my best, in the meantime, to find out what happened and if it can be prevented."
After a beat he continues,
"I can't promise you'll be 'cured', so I simply advise this: when in a similar position again, be patient. Reach out with the Force. Think. Act on instinct yes, but tempered by common sense and reasoning. Nothing I got from you indicated you were in danger, the fact I didn't respond to you should have been a clue that something wasn't right. An extra moment or two to center yourself, to let the Force guide you in spite of your physical senses, and all this might never have happened."
"You can't change the past; I'm not trying to tell you everything you should have done. Rather, I hope I'm helping you to see what can be done if this happens again. To ensure another tragedy is avoided."
@(Princess) Astra Korraay
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 10/31/2021
Astra lesioned quietly she could sense what he was trying too do and a small smile crossed her face. " Quinn used that on me ones after I panicked I had thought he was going to arrest me for having meet you and the docksider" She said quietly distracted briefly. but she was quickly brought back to the present. " Master that never crossed my mind that you had not responded. If I love throw this I will keep that in mind." she said quietly. she dropped her head. " I think you should hold onto my lightsaber if we get it back" she added.
@Durro Thel-Tanis
Durro Thel-Tanis — 10/31/2021
"If that's your wish." Durro says. "Though you can't let fear dictate your response. When you're sparring and get knocked down, do you stay down?"
@(Princess) Astra Korraay
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 10/31/2021
Astra smiled at him genuinely smiled. " Never master, Sol and Lord Sereno kicked my but all the time and the bully's well had that not hit me hard enough to keep me down I would have contused to fight them and probably taken a worse beating." she said with a grin the realization crossed her face. " oh right you don't know that story Its one of the first entry's in my journal if you wish to read it your welcome to I have nothing to hide. But for now lets just say I started a fight Sol's first day at the academy and well he followed me into all kind of trouble after that him and Roza both. The masters wondered if I was fearless or just to dumb to be afraid" she said shaking her head as she remembered. " Truth was I was always afraid when I did something dangers and stupide was usually stooped too. I refused to give up when I was younger" she giggled.
@Durro Thel-Tanis
Durro Thel-Tanis — 10/31/2021
Durro smiles at her and says;
"Hold on to that stubborn determination. You made a mistake, but that doesn't mean you give up. It means you get up, learn from it, and continue to do your best to be the best Jedi you can be. When you come through this, when you're on the other side, your lightsaber will continue to be your trusted companion. Don't let your fear of failure or mistakes hold you down. It sounds like you never did before, so don't start now."
@(Princess) Astra Korraay
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 10/31/2021
She blinked and turned her head sideways. " I was told stubbornness was not a Jedi trite master, you rely think ill still be able to be a Jedi after this" she asked a hint of uncertainty in her voice. " you really think I'm capable of it, because right now I'm starting to thing the Jedi counsel was right not to want me to go on the gathering" she said quietly.
@Durro Thel-Tanis
Durro Thel-Tanis — 10/31/2021
"Astra. These are normal thoughts after such a tragedy. Self-doubt, fear, and uncertainty. Confusion, too. It's OK to feel them, to acknowledge them and learn the lessons they're to teach us. We must then let them go, and continue on with our lives."
"As for still being a Jedi, what does that mean? I would say being a Jedi is to follow the Will of the Force; to selflessly give of ourselves to maintain balance and to help others, especially those who cannot help themselves. Do you feel you can still do that?"
@(Princess) Astra Korraay
(((I am heading to bed, I will reply tomorrow.)))
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 10/31/2021
(((Ok)))
" Yes master I do," she said without hesitation there it was that part of stubborn determination durro had just heard about. She seemed to settle and calm a great deal. " Master I will be a jedi and maby ill beet you in a sparing match one day. You will see I can do this I don't know what is wrong with me but I will not let it stop me master. I want to help people and put a stop to this fighting it's spreding darkness across the galaxy and it's wrong." she said there was a strange confidence in her Durro had not seen befor. It was there though her true nature shining though for a moment. She was stubborn and every bit her mother's and father's daughter. In that moment she was the stubborn padawon who got into mischief and drove her master crazy with questions and challenges.
@Durro Thel-Tanis
Governor Ava Forma — 11/01/2021
Ava pulled out her comlink motioning for nova to move closer with Roza. Ava thought it be a nice treat for Astra to spend some time with her daughter. Even if it would be only over a comlink. Knowing Astra and Durro was planning to head off to somewhere. Unsure exactly where they went to.
@Durro Thel-Tanis
( occ: since he's the one holding her comlink but ava doesn't know that)
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 11/02/2021
" Master we are getting a call," Astra said. The confidence started to disappear from her as the code of fear and doubt started to force its way into the front of her mind. She shut her eyes and took a few deep breaths. " This is normal" she reminded herself. Opening her eyes again finally calmer but the working emotions were still there. It would take time for her to fully deal with them.
@Durro Thel-Tanis
Durro Thel-Tanis — 11/02/2021
Durro pulls out the comm and holds it up so they can both speak into it.
"Hello? This is Durro, Astra is right here in front of me."
@Governor Ava Forma
@(Princess) Astra Korraay
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 11/02/2021
" Hi Ava is Roza, ok? I'm so glad you are ok. I may be in some major trouble" Astra said quietly. She looked at Durro hoping he would explain the situation as she was unwilling to speak about it anymore.
@Durro Thel-Tanis @Governor Ava Forma
Governor Ava Forma — 11/02/2021
Ava was confused when durro answered Astra's comlink as concerned about what kind of trouble Astra may be in. " Roza is safe and sound and doing fine but she does miss you very much. That was my original reason for this call. I was arranging time for you to spend time with her even though it's only over comlink. " she softly spoke. " what kind of trouble are you in Astra? " hoping Astra or Durro would fill her in.
Durro Thel-Tanis — 11/02/2021
"Her condition has taken a turn for the worse." Durro says simply. "A Jedi Master is dead; Astra saw him as and believed him to be one of those Shadow Jedi Killers. Now she is to be put on trial by the ORA for the murder of a Jedi Master."
@Governor Ava Forma
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 11/02/2021
Astra drops her head. Trying to stop the emotions from taking over. She took a few deep breaths. " Ava thank you for protecting Roza" Astra said finly after a moment. Her voice braking as as she threatened to lose control of her emotions again.
Governor Ava Forma — 11/02/2021
Ava listened as Durro informed her the situation that happened. " please let me know all the detail's of what happened so I know which string I am pulling " knowing she could actually be able to help in this regard. However knowing everything was key to it.
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 11/02/2021
" I was speaking to an engineer when I saw what I believed to be one of those monsters..." Astra blinked and looked to durro. " Master, you remember last night after you sent me on that mission? I felt like there was sumthing wrong but I don't know what and Master could not find anything." She said. Sumthing going on in her mind. " Anyway, I followed him I sent Master an mental message letting him know where I was hoping he would come help me but I guess what I sent him was not what I was seeing. I thought the monster was going to kill a group of children. I snuck up on him and killed him. I honestly thought my lightsaber would simply shut of and he would attack me and it would by the children time to escape. i-i did not know I didn't mean to hurt the master." She said.
Governor Ava Forma — 11/02/2021
Ava was silent the entire time taking down everything Astra said. " it's okay Astra I understand you haven't been yourself in a long while since Lanus. As she went over the information so you saw one of these shadow jedi killers and follow it. Took out and turn on your lightsaber and snuck up behind it. Than used your lightsaber behind it. After you did this what happened did you still see the shadow killer or this jedi master that durro spoke of? " trying to get what happened after she killed the man.
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 11/02/2021
" Actually I snuck up behind him with my lightsaber off I rested it between his shoulderblades a spot that I thought it might be vulnerable I saw them making the monsters here and where they canted to I guess charging ports. When I ignited my lightsaber I hear screaming and someone call for security then I saw that it was a old jedi master that I had killed" she said her voice shook.
@Governor Ava Forma
Governor Ava Forma — 11/02/2021
Ava made sure to filled in the details Astra was giving her. " could I get the name of the Jedi master? " figuring that information would be important as well.
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 11/02/2021
" M-Master do you know his name" Astra asked.
Durro Thel-Tanis — 11/02/2021
"Master Mors." Durro supplied. "A member of the Olivan Jedi Order."
Governor Ava Forma — 11/02/2021
Ava wrote that down as she noticed she didn't have a clue where exactly they were. That maybe helpful. " what world are you currently on? "
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 11/02/2021
" What he was a what" Astra's eyes went wide. She was never getting out of this.
" We are on Raxis prime" Astra said.
Governor Ava Forma — 11/02/2021
Ava made sure to made a note of that. As she went over all that she had. Making sure she had everything. " alright I belive i have everything I need. I will see what all I can do to help. I know one thing your in good hands with durro when it comes to planning an escape hes very good at those. " she assured Astra knowing she must be frighten and worried about what's going on.
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 11/02/2021
" Ava you have to let Tesara or Quinn train razo if I do come back" Astra said. She wanted to be sure that her wishes for Roza's education were heard. She wanted to be sure her daughter would be taken care of and had the best future possible.
Governor Ava Forma — 11/02/2021
" Astra you are my sister. Am going help you out of this. I know this is a horrible situation for you to be in at the moment. But trust me I will do what I can to help you. Ofcourse I will let Tesara or Quinn train Roza. Those are your wishes I wouldn't ever go against what you want for your child. I promise you Astra that I would protect her til you were able to return. When it is ofcourse safe for you return as well. Your daughter is safe here I had put in messsures to make sure Graft nor the Ora could take her away by making myself her God mother. I will continue to do that and help you as well cause we are sisters after all. That is what family does they help each other. "
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 11/02/2021
Astra burst into tears momentaraly. It took her a few moments to regained control. She was quick to try and wipe the tears away. " Thank you Ava" Astra said.
Governor Ava Forma — 11/02/2021
" your welcome. I have to let you go there's must work to be done on my end." biding her farewell as she hangs up.
Durro Thel-Tanis — 11/02/2021
"Thank you, Ava. May the Force be with you."
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 11/02/2021
Astra looks to Durro. " Why did you agree to train me?" She asked.
Durro Thel-Tanis — 11/02/2021
"I like a challenge." He answers without missing a beat. He smiles and says; "You need a teacher, and I no longer had an apprentice. I wanted to help, or do my best anyway."
"Why? Are you having second thoughts?"
@(Princess) Astra Korraay
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 11/02/2021
" No im wondering if you are though master," she said quietly.
@Durro Thel-Tanis
Durro Thel-Tanis — 11/02/2021
"You aren't getting rid of me that easily." Durro says with a smile. "Every student is unique, and training them is an adventure. Ours has only just begun. We'll look back on this one day and laugh."
"Well, maybe not laugh; it's not a laughing matter. We will look back on it as a lesson, hopefully a lesson we learned."
(Princess) Astra Korraay — 11/02/2021
Astra nods she is silent for a moment. She raises an eyebrow. " Master, I don't understand you at least you don't talk in riddles like Lord Sereno did. I sware getting answers from him was like pulling teeth from a rancore. " she said with a smile.
@Durro Thel-Tanis
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