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RE: Get it Together
Unna listened to Gadeon, then nodded go Ashla to assure her to stay with Auro for the time being. "Now would be a good time to talk," Unna said as she led Gadeon toward her room. She wanted to hear him out, because she needed someone who understood atonement better than she. She genuinely could not understand why darkness had touched her, when she had done what she had to do in the moment to ensure the safety of the group. The previous night, as she stood watch over Lady Baku how she could possibly be sorry for securing her escape from the city, which eventually brought them to the safe room where Lady Baku rested. Of course that did not turn out to be safe, but Unna realized that she did not just use The Force to smash the assassins with whatever she could find as well. Maybe she had learned something. Discussing this with someone she could trust could hopefully help her to atone, but in that moment she did not feel it was possible.
Once they reached the room, Unna closed the door and reminded Gadeon of something she had said earlier. "I do not think I will find the peace to meditate on atonement here in Baku. I would feel more secure to meditate on this once we are at the academy, especially since our time here is limited. I do want to have dinner with Lady Baku, but I am willing to depart Baku after. There is much to discuss about what I have done though. I honestly do not know if atonement will come easy for me. I have gone over what I have done and can not find it in me to regret the actions, because it was all I could do in the moment to ensure that we all made it away from the hospital alive. I know that could have happened without lives being lost, but I could not take that chance after what had happened to our first speeder."
"I did learn from it though." This was a point she emphasized. "I did not do it again at the outpost."
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