What does it mean?(Ni)

[Gar]

Ni quietly reflected on this, unable to face him as she listened. The silence that followed seemed to be endless, finally broken by a soft, timid reply, "Gaddy...sometimes I feel...his sacrifice is the only thing I can pay forward..." with her back still turned to him, she explained meekly, "Master Henoch was more of a Jedi than I could ever hope to be...the least I could do is use the life he gave back to me to help someone more deserving, and maybe even save them from the tragic ending that he suffered..." her voice grew quieter as she confessed, "You are that person, Gaddy...at first I was just curious about you, then you reminded me so much of him, and then I was inspired toward a new purpose..." she stared down at her fists as her cheeks darkened in color, "You say you aren't any different, but I disagree. You are different the same way that Master Henoch was different. And the world we live in will punish you heavily for this difference, if you aren't careful..."