RE: We May Have All Come on Different Ships, But We're in the Same Boat Now (ZAY)
It was Zay's turn to lower her head, "I am sorry Miss. you misunderstood me. I did not mean that I would run back to him. What I meant was, that the temptation to return to that kind of life will be great." She look down, "I am not wishing to trap you in to this. And I am sorry that you felt that way."
She looked up, "just before we left, I watched you guys. You knew everything of what you were doing." She almost laughed, "I mean, you and your friends knew what you were doing weeks, months from now. I stood their terrified of the end of the day let alone tomorrow. Even now, as you tried to help me. I feel part of me screaming back. Demanding that I remember who and what I am."
With tears in her eyes she spoke with sadness and truthfulness, "I am but a worthless droid."
She fell silent for a moment, "but as I said. In your eyes, I am not." She reached her hand out to Ni allowing it to just remain there on the table between them. "IF, I have to serve for part of me to be happy, I want to serve you. Someone I know I can trust to never abuse that which I willingly give you."
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