What does it mean?(Ni)

[aipsylon]

"The world has already punished me heavily, and I don't think me being any different would have changed that. As for paying it forward I am sure that Master Henoch saw a birghter future for you than that and so do I, now I'll hear no more talk of you sacrificing yourself for me, and no more talk of me being any different. Ni, you are your own person, and it is important that you know that." He took in a breath and nodded. "You will find yourself soon I think." He waited to see if she had anything else she wished to say before he left. There was much he needed to do.

[Gar]

The Zeltron nodded resolutely. She had expected this reaction, and yet she had felt the need to try to explain herself to him somehow. Ni understood in her heart that Master Henoch was foolish to trade his happiness for her own. Of course Gadeon would agree with Master Henoch's actions, they upheld the same values and ideals after all.

Ni inhaled deeply and forced a smile to her face before turning to face her friend once more. "You're right, Gaddy!" she said cheerfully, shrugging it off, "I'll think about what you've said. I know you must be busy, so I won't take up more of your time!" The Zeltron knelt down to bring Gadeon into her characteristic hug, then turned and went on her way.

[aipsylon]

Gadion saw the nod and then the cheeriness, he never could tell if she was happy because she was happy or happy because she was done being serious. He would just have to hope that his words were heard. He tensed up just as he always did and waited to be set down. "Stay close, I think things will be fine here, but this group has a way of finding trouble wherever it may be."